{"id":386,"date":"2008-08-11T22:19:51","date_gmt":"2008-08-12T03:19:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/redeeminggod.com\/?p=386"},"modified":"2011-03-31T15:42:13","modified_gmt":"2011-03-31T19:42:13","slug":"watching-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redeeminggod.com\/watching-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"Watching My Life"},"content":{"rendered":"
On my drive home from work tonight,\u00a0I realized that I am watching my life with great interest. I feel like I am on some sort of great adventure, and I have no idea where things will end up.\u00a0Earlier today,\u00a0I saw a bumper sticker that read, “I have no idea where I am going.” I laughed, because that is how I feel.<\/p>\n
Some days I feel a bit like God has “benched me.” Other days, I feel like only now, am I finally “in the game.”<\/p>\n
If you had told me one year ago that after graduation from seminary, I would be cleaning carpets for 70 hours per week, I would have said you were crazy. If I had made a numbered list of all the possible careers I wanted to do, carpet cleaning would have been dead last. And the crazy thing is that I kind of enjoy it! But that is not the only thing that intrigues me about where God is taking me. Whereas I used to read 3-4 books per week, I am now lucky to read 3-4 pages per week. Whereas I used to spend hours every day on in-depth research and study of Scripture, I now barely get time to simply read it. I used to preach three times per week. So far, I haven’t preached in over two months.<\/p>\n
But guess what? I now personally talk about Jesus with way more people per week than I did per year<\/em> when I was doing all that reading and studying and preaching (which doesn’t really count).<\/p>\n So I’m watching my life. I don’t have a 10-step plan of how to get where I want to see myself go. I’m just trying to listen to God and follow His leading. And right now, He wants me to clean carpets. I’m not fully sure why. But I like what He is doing, and how He is answering my prayer to bend His will\u00a0“to break, blow, burn, and make me new” (see previous post on “My Life Prayer<\/a>“).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" On my drive home from work tonight,\u00a0I realized that I am watching my life with great interest. I feel like I am on some sort of great adventure, and I have no idea where things will end up.\u00a0Earlier today,\u00a0I saw a bumper sticker that read, “I have no idea where I am going.” I laughed, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[19],"class_list":{"0":"post-386","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"tag-discipleship","7":"entry"},"yoast_head":"\n