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So far, I’m not using drugs

By Sam Riviera
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So far, I’m not using drugs

Below is the third letter in the series, “Letters To Dad.” They are written by Sam Riviera, and are based on the true stories of people he actually knows in real life.

homeless youth in the city

Dad,

At least that’s what I’ve called you the last few years. You’ll probably be the only person I’ll ever call dad, even though you were my foster dad. According to grandma, if my mom knows who my real dad is she’s never said. She probably doesn’t know. Grandma says mom was strung out most of the time around the time she got pregnant with me so who knows who my real dad is. I’ll probably never know.

Grandma says it’s a wonder I ain’t in prison or some institution. All the meth mom was using when she was pregnant with me shoulda fried my brain. Well, I didn’t do great in school and spent a lot of time in the counselors office, but I’ve managed to stay out of jail. So far…

You told me I could go live with grandma or some other relative. That isn’t happening. No one wants me or has space for me. Grandma thinks I should be able to find a job. I’ve tried, but they tell me I don’t have any experience and they’re looking for people with experience. How much experience do you need to wipe off tables and take out the garbage?

I think grandma’s afraid she’ll have to support me. She barely gets by on her Social Security check and her landlord is threatening to raise her rent. She says she can’t pay more and doesn’t know where she can find another place for what she can afford, so she can’t have another mouth to feed and a big guy like me must eat a lot.

There’s this place for homeless and runaway kids where I can get a hot meal every night. They have showers and used clothes and a few other things. I got a backpack and I’m hoping for a sleeping bag. There’s a place I sleep up under a freeway bridge behind some bushes. It keeps me dry when it rains.

sleeping homeless teen

I was trying to sleep on the street, but it’s too dangerous. I couldn’t find anyone to hang with and you can’t sleep on the street alone. You’ll get kicked in the head when you’re trying to sleep and they take your stuff. You can’t get any sleep.

A guy I know down there said there was a shooting on the other side of the street last Saturday. Ten cop cars showed up. They ran everyone off the block and took what you couldn’t carry. The next night there was a stabbing in the alley around the corner. Some guy died. More cops. This stuff doesn’t even make the news. Like anyone cares when a homeless person gets murdered. Bad for the tourist business. Pretend it doesn’t happen. We’re not real people.

I guess I understand. The foster kid checks you got for me stopped when I aged out of the system. You have other kids and your job doesn’t pay much. You said it’s time for me to make it on my own. So far that looks like dinner at the homeless kids place, sleeping under a bridge, and hoping I won’t get stabbed. I’m trying to follow up with several places that are supposed to help people like me, but they really don’t have any place for me to live or work.

So far, I’m not using drugs. I don’t have money and I’m not selling my body or dealing for the privilege of getting messed up by drugs. You don’t know what it’s like down here. It’s a lot more messed up than you know. There are a few people who care, but they don’t have a place for me to get off the street. The system is totally messed up. Guess I’m luckier than most. So far…

Tony

God is Redeeming Life Bible & Theology Topics: family, homeless, Letters to Dad, parenting, Sam Riviera

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  1. Alabama Independent says

    November 17, 2015 at 7:47 pm

    A very moving story by Tony. Sadly, there are others just like him, and some worse off than he is. My life growing up as a kid was similar to his. Yes, I had a Mom who thank God didn’t do drugs, and my real Dad died when I was 6 months old. So I knew “who” he was but never had the opportunity to know what he was like. But I know what it is like to be bullied, to be the last chosen by events at school, and knowing you are not popular at your school or even in the small community I grew up in.
    I had an Uncle (my Mom’s brother) who let me live with him and his wife. He even let me call him “Dad.” When he died unexpectedly when I was 18 years old, my world changed forever. But I eventfully pulled myself up by my “bootstraps” and realized that if I was ever going to have any kind of meaningful life, I needed to work, get married, go back to college, and fathered 2 sons.
    I thank God had His hand on me and kept me from going astray. But I still feel for Tony and all the others like him. I pray he will be alright and – if he has not already – I pray will come to know Jesus Christ as His Savior who died for him on the Cross for the remission of his sins, and was resurrected so that he might have an eternal life with God.

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  2. Sam Riviera says

    November 20, 2015 at 12:27 am

    Thank you for sharing your story with us, Alabama. God undoubtedly had his hand in getting you where you are today.

    As with many of the homeless we have known, we don’t know where Tony (not his real name) is today. He is a young adult, but he is bright and capable and we are confident that he will succeed in getting off and staying off the street.

    Perhaps the best thing we can do for these young runaways and homeless is to be there for them in whatever way we can. They see so much ugliness on the street. Make their acquaintance, look them in the eye, give them a bottle of water, a sandwich or a coat – all as the representative of Jesus, in his name. They almost always recognize the real deal. Let that be us.

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